Stress ... Stage Play

Today I'm really stress on our stage play 《灰色城市-The Fallen Utopia》 practice. I realize that acting in a stage play is not a easy job. I really hates and angry myself, why I cant soul the character properly. Sometimes, I will think that I wanna to give up on this character cause I think that I really can't do it. But!!! I control myself not to do that... Cause this is very not responsible to the whole stage play's crews and actors.

BUT... I think my stress will push me to do better on this. I hope that I can really soul the character and not just act it...